Have you ever feel so empty/lost?

I don't know if this is a religion thing, a hormone thing, a career dissatisfaction thing, a boring-life thing, a never-ending-mouse-running thing, but I am feeling EMPTY/LOST now.

Don't get me wrong, I love my family so dearly.  I love my friends and all those around me.  Tapi still I feel empty.

I can't exactly pin point kenapa and macamana rasa empty tu tapi I feel empty, sometimes lost, sometimes macam waiting for something to happen but have no control of.  Sometimes rasa macam to stop doing every thing and do nothing.  Sometimes rasa TIRED of everything.  Sometimes.... a combination of every thing.

I use to write jokingly about zombie.  But the real thing is I am the one that feel like zombie.

Hope this don't last because:

Let's read.

And just wait and see what I would feel tomorrow.

So pissed off right now. Poslaju.. you let me down big time!

Haish.. macam mana nak start entah lah.  Bila tengah geram..

As most people know, kebanyakkan material untuk hijab pin saya adalah diimport.  US, China, Canada, Scotland, Russia pun ada.  So definitely la semuanya diposkan kepada saya kat Malaysia ni.  Kalau saya kaya, saya dah terbang sana sini pickup sendiri.  Tapi kalau saya kaya, saya takkan buat business pun.  Saya akan buat untuk diri sendiri je hehe.

Anyway, bila parcel-parcel ni masuk Malaysia, haruslah guna Pos Malaysia atau Poslaju.

So, nak dijadikan hangin satu badan, parcel tak sampai, Notice slip tak de, ketuk pintu pun tak dak, alih-alih bila tengok tracking, parcel tu dah sampai ke US nun balik!!.  Haddoiiiiii, if I'm the cursing type, I would have cursed all the *tooot* words all day!!.  Punya sakit hati.

RM40 kotttt kalau nak suh pos balik.

Dengan RM tengah drop nih.

Sakit.